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Mon Jun 29, 2009, 3:01 PM
Maybe there is something inherently wrong with me…… I crave achievement to separate myself from my past, yet as a philosopher and poet I can never figure out what achievement is, it least to myself…………


I find myself lately wanting to have a thought process that is considered “normal” it least by societal standards. Things like sex, and particular drugs and friends…. sometimes it feels like I just don’t understand what everyone is thinking just like a lot of them don’t understand what I am thinking…


Part of me is still a scared, paranoid foster child and recently I found myself becoming possive over my friends and that makes me feel like utter shit, its like there my friends and maybe a part of me is afraid of losing them while another part understands that most people don’t really care anyways… I’m trying to build a wall again and at the same time im trying to knock it down……

I donno maybe some of those old families are right… I’m 25 this year and maybe I cant be fixed

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Maryland
  • Interests: Spending time with the love of my life AMY!! Reading, Writing, Games in general,hiking,swimming
  • Favourite movie: Dead poets society,2001 maniacs,My girl,anything with depp,ilsa,Mirrormask,history of the world
  • Favourite band or musician: Disturbed is #1,Bluesbrothers,Hootie,Googoodolls,Jackoffjill,misfits,slayer,cradleoffilth,kiss
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite artist: Rembrandt,Edvard Munch,picasso,o'keefe,i like alot of comic book art as well
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgarallenpoe,Shakespeare,Alexandre Dumas,Poppy z brite,L.E Modesitt jr,Susan cooper,Frost, Dante
  • Favourite game: Board Games: risk, Life i only like to play with amy Video:Risk,FMA,Demonseed,Bardstale,FF
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Edward and al elric, Meg,felix,betty boop,Wulf.Bobby,death,grim,Fakk 2,
  • Personal Quote: to read is to live
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, typewriter, Computer Keyboard

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~charrlie:iconcharrlie: 4 days 12 hours ago
Remembrance of life is interesting.

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Bullshit is only laudable amongst those who bullshit, and know it, and are full enough of it to be amused.
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*JapanLuvr21:iconJapanLuvr21: Jun 19, 2009, 4:46:15 AM
Are u okay? It just sounded like u were hurt in your journal.

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Icon by Blackmago from her Free 20 icons :)

"STUPIDITY GOT US INTO THIS MESS WHY CANT IT GET US OUT!!!???"
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~mandaknows:iconmandaknows: Jun 8, 2009, 9:38:07 AM
thank you for adding my work to your collection

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Me and the squirrel are friends.
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Mood: Rant ~Sminx28:iconSminx28: Jun 3, 2009, 8:19:51 AM
so i tried to mess with this thing, and i have no idea how anything works. i'm so frustrated. help!!
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*hennanights:iconhennanights: Jun 3, 2009, 2:57:16 AM
Just passing by and thought I would say :wave:

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One can have no smaller or greater mastery than mastery of oneself. ~ da vinci
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*AmythestViolet:iconAmythestViolet: Jun 1, 2009, 8:09:15 AM
thanks for the fav! :dance:

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Mood: Sociable *bellocqa:iconbellocqa: May 31, 2009, 5:38:41 PM
Thanks so much Lucas for the new :+fav:

André.;p
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*JapanLuvr21:iconJapanLuvr21: May 23, 2009, 6:23:16 AM
Hello there :iconrealyfunplz:

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Icon by Blackmago from her Free 20 icons :)

"STUPIDITY GOT US INTO THIS MESS WHY CANT IT GET US OUT!!!???"
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~Lex-Jude:iconLex-Jude: May 6, 2009, 10:02:19 AM
Thank you for the fav!! <3

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Mood: Excited ~Sminx28:iconSminx28: Apr 20, 2009, 5:24:16 PM
hey, this is julie from work. i finally got one of these things ... are you happy now??
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=Hello-Kiki-xoxo:iconHello-Kiki-xoxo: Apr 9, 2009, 2:34:10 PM
thank you so much for the favorites : D :hug:

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~AmiShadows:iconAmiShadows: Apr 6, 2009, 1:28:55 PM
:iconohgodplz:

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~Syndrom4t1Q:iconSyndrom4t1Q: Apr 3, 2009, 11:13:32 AM
thx for the fave
"whispering I" :)

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"As a poet and a person of this place I call earth, i am pro-life, pro-family, and a man pro-verb"
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~neoe207:iconneoe207: Apr 2, 2009, 4:10:11 AM
Thanks for the collection~ :D

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"Huh? What do you mean? You can't see my heart... I'm not cut open."
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~loserfacerochelle:iconloserfacerochelle: Mar 31, 2009, 6:54:28 AM
Thanks for the :+fav: =D

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I'll bring you flowers every day! -- Just What I Need -- Rufus King
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~wuuge:iconwuuge: Mar 31, 2009, 4:11:53 AM
thanks for the fav :)

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~Technology has ruined a lot of great excuses~

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~CogentContent:iconCogentContent: Mar 28, 2009, 8:20:03 PM
Thanks for the fav and for watching! (*begin blatant plug* See more [for free!] on my pin-up blog, LoveBombReview.com: [link] *end blatant plug.*)

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Girls... and everything else: LoveBombReview.com [link]
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~inisipis:iconinisipis: Mar 26, 2009, 5:40:28 AM
Thank you very much for the sweet Fav's :+fav: :D

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~apple-apple:iconapple-apple: Mar 22, 2009, 3:14:35 PM
Thanks for putting my panda into your collection! :D
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=Laysa:iconLaysa: Mar 21, 2009, 10:27:29 AM
thanks for the fav!:-)
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~Corvetta-Curves:iconCorvetta-Curves: Mar 20, 2009, 10:34:23 PM
Thanks for the faves and the watch!

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~h8r:iconh8r: Mar 16, 2009, 9:56:48 PM
:iconrudeboyskunkplz::iconrudeboyskunkplz2::iconrudeboyskunkplz3:

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can you beat me [link] ?
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